it's a gray, gray day.

i've literally done nothing productive today...i didn't even go to lunch since that would require going to another dining hall and it was raining outside. just munched on stuff i've hoarded from the dining hall in days past. i can feel the finals studying depression coming on...

but i received an email from vasantha today...haven't heard from her in a while. =) thanks for the email, vas! and i can't agree with you more...i feel like i've grown so much after coming to college...looking back to those high school days and even last year, i notice so many differences (and i inevitably cringe a lot =P). personally, interpersonally, socially, and in so many other ways i can't describe, i feel like i'm becoming a better person. not to say i'm near perfection or my ideal state or anything in any way...i've just grown...am still growing...and i hope there's a lot more growing to come. i'm going to go write an email to vas now. =) she's been one of the people i admired in high school because she had everything so together; she knew what she wanted, did what she had to do to get there, and often went beyond. and she still had fun =)