my room smells like pet mouse. well, half of it still does, even though i froze my ass off trying to air it out.

so i'm blogging right now because aim is being a butt and i can't get on. *waves sadly to aim buddies* i'm still alive! it's so sad how addicted i am to that thing. it just makes everyone seem so much closer to you with that wonderful instant messaging magic. not that i wouldn't rather talk to them in person, of course...but it's a decent substitute when that's not possible. whenever i'm not signed on while i'm at my computer, i just feel so...so..."disconnected"...hehe. i remember mar's quote from so long ago about that...

i have too much food in my room to deal with. i don't know what to do with it all...i've been eating anything and everything in front of me for a while because i think, "hey, i'm eating, that's a good reason to not study!" i can be so irrational and self-deceiving sometimes =P and i've been drinking from a can of coke that i left open for six hours. is that bad? sadly enough, it was warmer than my room was at one point.

the only way to combat my finals depression is to get out and visit. but that prevents me from studying, which makes me feel guilty, which leads to more finals studying depression. it's a vicious cycle! at least i delivered some bombass care packages to my lil sibs tonight with my co-sib =D i would've been so happy to get all that good stuff! we were going all out, with gift bags and all. plus i picked up two bags of craisins while we were at safeway...hehehe. yuuuum. i was just about to slip into craisin withdrawal. some people are addicted to nicotine, alcohol, crack, or caffeine and such...i'm just addicted to craisins. that's not too bad, is it? it just means i'm overloading on sugar and fiber, but ah well. i can quit whenever i want!

i don't know why i'm tired and hyper at the same time. i should just be tired since i've been out working and in class and doing other junk the whole day. dangit i'm not going to get much studying done again tonight, huh? =( okay, this is bringing me down now. i'm screeeeewed!