lose an hour tonight for daylight savings. it'll just balance the hour we gained way back when...that's life. never really end up ahead or behind--just somewhere no one cares about anyway.

everyone's losing something these days. loss is miserable. loss is depressing. sometimes it's necessary...but any which way, it hurts. it leaves emptiness and darkness and void. and you never know quite what to say. wouldn't it be nice to have magic words that would make everything all right again? if i knew them, i'd use them a hundred times for you.

you know what's not fun? being in a sober buzz. it's sort of depressing in and of itself. it makes me wish i had someone to talk to right now.

i should go visit tomorrow--even though we lost you. i'll visit a memory.