I can't do this anymore.

You know they say, "Better late than never." I find this untrue. Sometimes late is just too late, and you can't be that stupid anymore. I hate being stupid. You can only repeat the same mistake so many times before calling yourself officially mentally retarded. But I hope we can still be friends. I sincerely do. I don't know how possible that would actually be though.

And I am grateful for you. Thank you so very much...for showing me there are more answers to the present. I am so hopeful. :)