retreat was wonderful~ i am always amazed at how little i know about people and just how multi-faceted and diverse these girls are. aa community issues, the future, sisterhood, relationships, sketchiness, family, passion, religion, ambition, food...thanks to everyone for sharing =) i like how a big circle of people can no longer seem quite so large after a couple hours of talking. i know there's so much more to be discovered, and i always hope to be learning more. conversation is everything. as are warm marshmallows.

and i still have a 100% rate of falling asleep in car rides of over twenty minutes. yes!

status: f*cked. must...survive...this week...

reminder: must ask cher about her weekend...>=) uh...and no more leaning to the side on this chair to grab something. i just fell on my ass. good job, christina.

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illusion never changed
into something real
i'm wide awake
and i can see
the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
i'm already torn
torn