whoa. so much to do as usual.

you know, i think i could handle all my responsibilities just fine if it weren't for classes and having to find a job. like that thought does any good.

screwed up yet another midterm. i was just not meant to get good grades this quarter. elections the night before, cramping like crazy for hours the day before that and the night before then...ugh. okay, i am resolved to study my ass off for finals...i will know everything inside and out, backwards and forwards, right and left, dorsal and ventral, proximal and distal, anterior and posterior---uh yeah. i was just practicing =)

my room is a pigsty. i'm worried what will happen if i don't get a job this summer. i biked back to the dorm crazy-fast after my midterm--wanted to get as far away from my failure as possible and phsyically destroy all my obstacles. if that makes any sense. makes sense to me so that's enough. although i am running on about an hour of sleep...i probably won't understand any of this later. hey, i have a whole lab to write tonight! i need to get my act together. i need to call home and assure my mum that i'm still alive. spring break is still too far away, but much, much too close (academically at least). come party with me for my birthday during spring break and buy me clothes. or shoes. or hell, just give me money. okay, i don't really mean that. i just want to see you during spring break. =)