"i tried to give blood and all i got was this lousy bruise." that should be my t-shirt or be written on me or something. =P i'm so pathetic. my veins are too small to donate blood. after digging around inside my arm for a good couple of minutes, they ended up popping one of my veins so now i have a fatty bruise on my left arm since i have no ice here to put on it either. dorm life is so ghetto.

sometimes i really hate making decisions. i suck it up anyway and eventually decide, but ever since reaching that point in life where everything is no longer good/bad or white/black, it seems there is only endless gray. it is vital to try to see as many aspects and sides as possible before a decision...but deciding becomes that much more difficult. no matter which way you turn, which side you embrace, it's horrible when you know both are not "all good." i'm so sorry.