had a midterm last night. i'd rather not talk about it. might have had something to do with the non-studying michelle and i were doing the night before. at least meeting cheered me up last night =)

so bea's gone completely insane. craaaazy...omg. there she goes, laughing hysterically again and making odd noises.

bea and dave and i completely wasted our night taking tests on thespark.com. since i am 2% sluttier than bea and she is 1% bitchier than me, i am now justified in calling her a bitch, but she can then call me a slut. =( ah well, can't have everything.

i'm feeling this odd mixture of wanting something but being struck with apathy and lethargy at the same time. i need to grow up and focus and do.

and yes, deb, you are too cute ;-) i need to talk to you sometime soon =P

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"anyday" ~ani difranco

i will lean into you
and you can be the wind
i will open my mouth
and you can come rushing in
you can rush in so hard
and make it so i can't breathe
i breathe too much anyway
i can do that anyday

i just wish i knew who you were
i wish you'd make yourself known
probably you don't realize i'm her
the woman you want to call home
i'll keep my ear to the wall
i'll keep my eye on the door
'cause i've heard all my own jokes
and they're just not funny anymore
i laugh too much anyway
i can do that anyday

have you ever been bent or pulled
have you ever been played like strings
if i could see you i could strum you
i could break you
make you sing
but i guess you can't really see the wind
it just comes in and fills the space
and everytime something moves
you think that you have seen its face
and i've always got my guitar to play
but i can do that anyday