Sometimes I hate alcohol. Lately, it tends to make me cry after a while. And tonight was the first time I've thrown up the night of drinking. What an accomplishment. Sorry to all my lovely friends for having to take care of me =X And thank you to Yeung for calling. :) Ah well. Let's hope tomorrow night will be harmless alcoholic board game fun.

I once saw a small sculpture titled "Regret" at a museum...oddly enough, I can't even remember which museum it was, but it was one of the most affecting pieces I've seen. With her head tilted aside and looking behind, the delicate sculpture just breathed that bittersweet feeling. For such a sad emotion, there is so much beauty. It's as if behind the sculpture lay every beautiful thing that could have been, that never was. But therein lies the problem: no one knows if such things would actually happen if given a second chance anyway. Sometimes, you just have to look ahead and try to forget the past.

And wow, my new Vicky's Secret thong is amazingly comfortable! Thanks, Bea. :)

I am eagerly awaiting Magic Mountain. ;)

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"My Happiness" -Powderfinger

i see your shadow on the street now
i hear you push through the rusty gate
click of your heels on the concrete
waiting for a knock, coming way too late
it seems an age since i've seen ya
count down as the weeks trickle into days

so you come in and put your bags down
i know there's something in the air
how can i do this to you right now?
you're over there when i need you here...

my happiness
slowly creeping back now you're at home
if it ever starts sinking in
it must be when you pack up and go

it seems an age since i've seen ya
count down as the weeks trickle into days
i hope that time hasn't changed ya
all i really want is for you to stay

so you come in and put your bags down
i notice something in the air
how can i do this to you right now?
you're over there when i need you here...

my happiness
slowly creeping back now you're at home
if it ever starts sinking in
must be when you pack up and go

i know, i know, i know, what is inside...