do i even think anymore? i never feel like i have anything interesting to blog about these days. maybe it's break, but all i seem to be able to do is talk about what i've been doing. so i guess i'll do that.

i went to lunch with di today at pho tam in milpitas...we attempted to go to sushi joe, but it was closed since it was sunday. we had a very nice chat and got some pearl milk tea afterward. i love my di =) she's seriously just one of the coolest people to talk to...i like what she's done with her life so far =D after lunch i just whiled away some time at borders before work...bought around $45 worth of books O_o i did have a gift card to use up though. i really wanted to buy the lord of the rings trilogy, but then i realized i should buy and read the hobbit too. and then i saw the silmarillion and had to have that too, of course. they were missing the two towers for some reason though. i also bought some other random books...shadow of the hegemon and enchantment by orson scott card. okay, so i've read enchantment before, but i really wanted to own it since it was such an amusing book =) yeah, i'm a nerd. i like books. i read for maybe an hour and realized that i've really missed reading...it made me happy =) told you i was a nerd.

so i did my thang at work, yaddayadda, but the horrible part is that i lost my ring there =( i can't believe i was so stupid! it was this really nice ring my mom bought me in thailand, and i remember taking it off to work and putting it in my back pocket, but it must have fallen out when i was changing =( it's really upsetting because i get attached to my jewelry since i usually only wear pieces that have sentimental value and i wear them pretty much all the time. i keep trying to fiddle with my right ring finger, but there's nothing there anymore *sigh* a;ldjfasdlj;f

bah. i know i can't do anything more about it since i already called up the restaurant, but it puts a damper on my mood. later on, my family came back from tahoe...after a while i made it over to deb's so we (deb, jo, cher, jacq, and i) could make aborn the sequel to our last picture book story as a late christmas present to be mailed to australia. it's rather...odd. involves me wearing swim goggles. but hey, we're kooky girls. i'm sure aborn will appreciate it =) then deb, jo, jacq, and i crashed tim's lan party for a little bit and played some frequency on stan's ps2. remind me to work harder on my rhythm =P

i'm feeling so meh. it's late. why do i always go to bed so late? bad.

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Falling for the First Time ~Barenaked Ladies

I'm so cool, too bad I'm a loser
I'm so smart, too bad I can't get anything figured out
I'm so brave, too bad I'm a baby
I'm so fly, that's probably why it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time

I'm so green, it's really amazing
I'm so clean, too bad I can't get all the dirt off of me
I'm so sane, it's driving me crazy
It's so strange, I can't believe it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time

Anyone perfect must be lying,
anything easy has its cost
Anyone plain can be lovely,
anyone loved can be lost
What if I lost my direction?
What if I lost sense of time?
What if I nursed this infection?
Maybe the worst is behind
It feels just like I'm falling for the first time

I'm so chill, no wonder it's freezing
I'm so still, I just can't keep my fingers out of anything
I'm so thrilled to finally be failing
I'm so done, turn me over 'cause it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time

Anything plain can be lovely,
anything loved can be lost
Maybe I lost my direction,
what if our love is the cost?
Anyone perfect must be lying,
anything easy has its cost
Anyone plain can be lovely,
anyone loved can be lost
What if I lost my direction?
What if I lost sense of time?
What if I nursed this infection?
Maybe the worst is behind