i'm so cynical and jaded and insecure these days. i don't know what the hell i should do or want to do. i don't know if i want to do anything. and it's not like i'm getting any help here.

epitome of an "i dunno" situation.

hey, it's sort of like a prisoner's dilemma! i should work out a strategy--tit for tat. or pavlov. or something. oh wait, that might require real communication.