kdphi formal was on friday. palace hotel was incredible and nina and shen did a breathtaking job with the decorations and favors...tube tops bling-blinging with KDF in rhinestones! only nina and shen would have come up with that ;-) "one size fits most." teehee. reminds me, need to ask martina for a copy of the slideshow. thanks to my date for coming...well, at least for the part you were not inebriated. =P

i've decided that i do not really like it when guys get drunk. only girls. yes, i have this deep-seated homosexuality and want to take advantage of them in their vulnerable drunken state. kidding. gay is okay, but i'm just quite the straight one. how boring. but of course i'd get with any of my sisters since they're HOT. ;-) (actually that sounded wrong on at least a couple of levels. whoops.)

i had this really involved dream during my nap before dinner. in it, i woke up from my nap, glanced at my alarm clock and saw that it was 8:30 pm, so i thought i had missed dinner yet again since the dining hall closes at 7:30. then i proceeded to ask a very depressed sherman if he had eaten dinner yet--except we were in the zoo, under a bridge in a big pond filled with hippos. to any smarty-pants out there, what the hell does that mean? secretly, i'm worried it just means i'm insane. or maybe i have a thing for hippos.

today is also mother's day. you still have a couple hours to call your mom if you haven't done so already, so GO! my own family doesn't really love me enough to drive me home (which is about 30-45 minutes away) for mother's day. how sad. actually, all my relatives decided to celebrate it next weekend. move a national holiday a week later? no problem. and there was this arts & crafts fair in white plaza today...all the fair food (kettle corn, thai/chinese food, hot dogs, funnel cakes) smelled so GOOD! but i had to refrain since i'm now dirt-poor after buying my mom a present and my sister earrings for her senior ball dress. i ended up eating ritz back in my dorm room. amanda, you'd better wear those freaking earrings! or else!

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i'm out here on the street
there's no one left to meet
the things that were so sweet
no longer move my feet
but i keep trying
i keep on trying

all that i want is stillness of heart