a week of solid work makes the weekend so much happier. =) yet oh-so-short.

i saw minority report on friday night. awesome movie. plus i saw so many people i've been missing this weekend. happiness. =) and the food! oh my lord, unbelievable. i'm gonna go broke soon since i keep going out to eat. but at least i ate dinner at home last night and tonight! can't ditch my mum during our most important meal of the day. ;-)

you know, all of a sudden i don't feel like blogging anymore. there always seems to be an underlying layer of discontent or doubt that eventually sneaks up even after the happiest of times...

sometimes i get so tired of stabilizing myself. it would be interesting to just...let myself go for once. see how low or high i can go and screw emotional health and what other people think. let myself float or wallow for a bit longer than usual, loosen up my reins on my emotions.

or maybe it would be nice someday to have someone help me balance. but dependence and expectations are so dangerous.