i'm not sure if i can handle anything anymore. i don't know whether it's because i haven't been trying or because i've reached my limit. i just want to hide--from everything, from everyone, from myself, from disappointment, from failure.

it's sort of interesting that times like these are when i submerge myself in listening to music. the songs that resonate seem to be amplified even more--a few minutesat a time to release the anxiety.

don't worry, i'll feel normal again soon enough. it just requires simultaneously dealing with my failings as time incessantly plows ahead.

for now, someone hide me.

a demon cannot be hurt