wow. that number boggles my mind. i had to eat my words...but in a good way. =) best of luck to our lambda pledge class--i can see that you have the ability to do so many great things.

bea's been complaining about my mood swings today. i think it's just because i'm feeling so...unsettled. i hate it when too many thoughts run through my head. damn my large brain. hah. too much space for the few thoughts that i do have to fly around and bump into each other. thinking causes so many troubles. requires too many decisions. but sometimes it's pretty simple to stop thinking about things you don't want to think about. i'm an expert.

you know, it's just a little lonely
when you feel like you shouldn't tell certain things. i think secrets can form strong selective bonds--but how strong is the material that makes up the bond? and they build such huge walls in other directions. that's why i like honesty.

man, i was right about only stopping the introspectiveness for only one entry. and this shit isn't nearly coherent either. blah.

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here, i'll let you laugh at me again:

so yesterday i volunteered to buy a bunch of irises. yay irises are great, but no store had enough! went to three different places to buy enough irises, and by the time willow and i were done, i only had 20 minutes to shower before lambda bidnight. fine. doable. except i had to carry my freaking heavy laundry basket up to my room from my car first--and i REALLYREALLY HAD TO PEE.

i waddle as quickly as possible out of the parking lot, up the stairs, and down the hall with my laundry basket, slam into my room and drop the basket, yelling at bea, "i need to pee! i need to pee!" then i proceed to throw off my clothes, grab my towel, and head out the door.

i'm halfway out the door when bea exclaims, "christina, you're not wearing any clothes!"

oh. right. i wrap my towel around myself as quickly as possible and practically run down the hall to the bathroom...

except i've forgotten my shower supplies in my room and have to go back without bursting my bladder first.

ah, i love my life. at least i provide entertainment for my roommate =D