there's so much running through my head right now--all the thoughts just roll together and slide over and under one another into disorientation.

sometimes events happen that make you question what really is important in your life all over again. those reminders hurt so much but are so necessary. just know that even if i don't say the right thing at the right time, i truly try and i will always be there for you. if my words do not suffice, i hope my feelings will give you the support you need--because you deserve that, and you deserve so much more than you've received. some people are fucked up, but you are so strong, and things will get better. i promise. i <3 you.

and as for me? not that important. just the same issues growing more intense. who knows what's going on? i don't. the world is just not as friendly as it used to be.