i am becoming such a dumbass. i've lost my blog TWICE by clicking the wrong button. i have a theory as to why i've become so absent-minded and klutzy these days, but this is neither the time nor place to talk about it. =)

so highlights: family time, slight fattening of my sadly malnourished wallet, epic super smash bros with the little brandino, and...

deb and jo came to stanford to visit! they are so hot. =) we did the girly thing and went shopping at valley fair...the three of us bought new dresses and michelle laughed at the havoc i created wherever i went (can we say walking disaster area?). car rides provided time for girl talk. they laughed at my continued obsession with the overplayed "your body is a wonderland". it's sexy, okay?? pimped out deb and jo to play ddr at tcs night market too. they're good AND they're cute! it was amusing watching deb play though--she was wearing a long denim skirt and had to hold it up when she was playing. there was a slit up the back already too...mwaha ;-)

the rest of tcs night market went well. we sold out of green tea ice cream at the kdphi booth and i did a couple henna tattoos of chinese characters at the ucaa table. doug's the expert though. i had him do my chinese name on the inside of my arm. sweet! kelly attempted to write a character on the side of the hip, messed up, tried to wash it off, only to make it look like i got a rash. ambert: "or someone gave you a hickey on your hip!" thanks. we only got the cheapass henna so it washed off pretty quickly anyway.

oh, it's confirmed that burbank's screw your roommate dance will be next week...in our dining hall. classy! i just hope the smell of burgers and pizza will dissipate by then. =) oh well, at least i'll have a sexy dress to wear. very happy with my purchase. good stuff.

* * *
"Two Points for Honesty" ~Guster

if that's all that you will be
you'll be a waste of time
you've dreamed a thousand dreams
none seem to stick in your mind
two points for honesty
it must make you sad to know that
nobody cares at all

i want to be where i've never been before
i want to be there and then i'd understand
know i'm right and doing it right
could i get to be like that?
how to know what i don't know
nothing more to gain

will i get better or stay the same?
i find i always move too slowly
can't lift a finger
can't change my mind
i never knew till someone told me that

if that's all that you will be
you'll be a waste of time
you've dreamed a thousand dreams
none seem to stick in your mind
two points for honesty
it must make you sad to know that
nobody cares at all

and all the people who've seen it all before
and all the people who already understand
know they're right and done it right
could i get to be like that?
i don't know and i don't know
it's harder everyday

can't lift a finger
can't hurt a fly
i find i always move too slowly
one thing's for certain
i'm insecure
i never knew till someone told me that

if that's all that you will be
you'll be a waste of time
you've dreamed a thousand dreams
none seem to stick in your mind
two points for honesty
it must make you sad to know that
nobody cares at all
nobody cares at all
they never cared at all