GASP! there are three other christinas on friendster with the same last name as me! i feel so...generic.

saw michelle last night. i've missed my bf. i forgot her suit =( but she gave me a new bikini! sweet! must find opportunity to wear it sometime i guess. it's so cute! i'm such a girl!

anyway, we went to alex's place for a little get-together thing. highlight was the tingler after we reformed it [alex sat on it before]. oh good lord. soooo good. sure, you look idiotic with this malformed egg whisk on your head, but the bliss! headgasm!

i'm getting tired of taking the BART. systematic draining of funds for tickets...although i logically realize gas costs just as much, if not more, i don't have to see the cash leave my hands as often. and it pisses me off when i reach the platform just in time to see the train pull away, making me 15-20 minutes later. ugh. better than traffic and finding parking though, i suppose. have not had any creepy people try to talk to me either--i think i've perfected my i'm-busy-and-unsociable look. shut up, that is not my normal look.

i don't know what i want. all i know is that i don't have it. haha.

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"Lonely Day" -Phantom Planet

i could tell from the minute i woke up
it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day
rise and shine, rub the sleep out of my eyes
and try to tell myself i can't go back to bed
it's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

even though the sun is shining down on me
and i should feel about as happy as can be
i just got here and i already want to leave
it's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

everybody knows that something's wrong
but nobody knows what's going on
we all sing the same old song
when you want it all to go away
it's shaping up to be a lonely day

i could tell from the minute i woke up
it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day