it's been quite a weekend:

friday night: i am the best wingwoman ever; just ask limin. very multicultural night. am offered the opportunity to try hallucinogenic drugs the next night. what else would you expect from an EBF resident? :) sadly, (cousin's) marriage plans will conflict. perfect end to the night was a jack taco. ooh so bad, but ooh so good.
saturday: congratulations to wendy and cousin tim! open bar the entire night? uh-oh. no, no, christina was well-behaved. :) i just occasionally forget a few stories i tell during phone conversations before sleeping.
sunday: amanda is IMPOSSIBLE to wake up. i threw up my hands in disgust and left her to my mom's devices. :) sushi tomo, verde, and mountain view arts & wine festival are a great combination. ran into jason who still owes me harry potter. i finally wandered into the bookstores i've been eyeing on castro. my geekiness was revealed once again.

-
i've lost. at least i'm lighter now...and free?

not quite. but close. i'll get there. :)

should have done that a long, long time ago. no one to blame but myself, and i accept that.

no more stupidity, okay?

* * *
"My Favorite Game" -The Cardigans

i don't know what you’re looking for
you haven't found it, baby, that’s for sure
you rip me up you spread me all around
in the dust of the deed of time
and this is not a case of lust, you see
it's not a matter of you versus me
it's fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it's always me alone

and i'm losing my favorite game
you're losing your mind again
i'm losing my baby
i'm losing my favorite game

i only know what i've been working for
another you so i could love you more
i really thought that i could take you there
but my experiment is not getting us anywhere
i had a vision i could turn you right
a stupid mission and a lethal fight
i should have seen it when my hope was new
my heart is black and my body is blue

and i'm losing my favorite game
you're losing your mind again
i'm losing my favorite game…

i've tried but you’re still the same
i'm losing my baby
you're losing a savior and a saint