magicaljus: hahah, you know...if you're the way you are
magicaljus: it may be hard to find the right type of guy that will sweep you off your feet
magicaljus: or even if you find him, you'll drive him away

thanks, sherman! helping me keep that hope alive! =P

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i sort of miss stormy nights when i didn't have anything to worry about--i could snuggle up in a big soft blanket and read a book or just listen to the rain outside. i suppose those would be the best times to have someone to cuddle with so you can keep each other warm.

okay, blog getting too angsty for my tastes tonight. oh, guess what. i can't get into my car! sadness. doors won't unlock...will need AAA guy again. blah. love/hate relationship with my old-ass car.

too late now. brain not fully functional--only had a random urge to blog. pathetic. =(

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"Lullabye for a Stormy Night" -Vienna Teng

little child, be not afraid
though rain pounds harshly against the glass
like an unwanted stranger, there is no danger
i am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though thunder explodes and lightning flash
illuminates your tear-stained face
i am here tonight

and someday you'll know
that nature is so
the same rain that draws you near me
falls on rivers and land
on forests and sand
makes the beautiful world that you'll see
in the morning

little child, be not afraid
though storm clouds mask your beloved moon
and its candlelight beams, still keep pleasant dreams
i am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though wind makes creatures of our trees
and their branches to hands, they're not real, understand?
and i am here tonight

and someday you'll know
that nature is so
the same rain that draws you near me
falls on rivers and land
on forests and sand
makes the beautiful world that you'll see
in the morning

for you know, once even i was a
little child, and i was afraid
but a gentle someone always came
to dry all my tears, trade sweet sleep for fears
and to give a kiss goodnight

well now i am grown
and these years have shown
that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late
so i'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close

and I hope that you'll know
that nature is so
the same rain that draws you near me
falls on rivers and land
on forests and sand
makes the beautiful world that you'll see
in the morning

everything's fine in the morning
the rain'll be gone in the morning
but i'll still be here in the morning