i think i know what i need these days...

no, not a boyfriend. shut up.

what i need is to watch a funny movie. not a clever, sarcastic, intelligent funny movie or a romantic comedy funny movie...a stupid funny movie. one that doesn't make me feel ironic and cynical or sappy and angsty...i just want to laugh at stupidity.

anyone want to rewatch "zoolander" with me? =D i want to watch some ridiculously good looking people die in a freak gasoline fight accident!

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interesting news. i feel uncomfortable already. haha.

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"I Could Hurt You Now" -Aimee Mann

this is for the one who was false
who taught me about building walls
one who could always turn it around
to leave me there on shaky ground

this is for the one who made good
in someone else’s neighborhood
one who never was anything but
the shifty eye of sheer bad luck

once i thought that i would never forget
and i have not quite done that yet
but i could hurt you now
i could hurt you now

this is for the time that i lost
the death of who i thought i was
the things in which i cannot believe
for fear i’ll wear them on my sleeve

things i know that never will be returned
but i crossed that bridge before it burned
so i could hurt you now
i could hurt you now
(listen, sonny boy
you just don’t get it, do you?)
i could hurt you now
(i'll tell you what i’ll do
i’ll get that message to you)

maybe it leaves an invisible scar
but i have not come quite that far
oh i could hurt you now
(listen, sonny boy
you just don’t get it, do you?)
i could hurt you now
(i'll tell you what i’ll do
i’ll get that message to you)