i hate how underwear doesn't fit perfectly. i don't know if this is a common problem with all females or asian females or maybe it's only me...but it is supremely annoying.

the ever-popular victoria's secret underwear is comfortable enough but even the small size always rides up to just about the middle of my back--horrible for low-rise jeans. the vicky's secret ideal ass obviously fills out the trunk better.

and last weekend i bought a couple pairs of underwear at american eagle. i got this really cute pair of low-rise bikini underwear except it won't fit nicely. now i'm fairly sure the "average woman" my size has wider hips since i'm asian and all, but the waist of this pair is a little too tight while the crotch fabric is too wide and bunches up. are the legs of "average women" set farther apart than mine while their hips are slimmer? it makes no sense!

the only conclusions i can draw are that my legs are too close together, my hips are too wide, and my butt too flat for a girl my size in america. i guess i need asian underwear or something. as if women don't have enough problems as it is; our underwear doesn't even fit properly! sigh.

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what once was harmless fun usually devolves into defense and perhaps not-so-harmlessness. saddening thought.

and that part in my last entry was not referring to pms. typical male assumption =P

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"More to Life" -Stacey Orrico
from amanda ;)

i've got it all, but i feel so deprived
i go up, i come down and i'm emptier inside
tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing
and why can't i let go?

there's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
'cause the more that i'm
tripping out thinking there must be more to life
well it's life, but i'm sure there's gotta be more
than wanting more

i've got the time and i'm wasting it slowly
here in this moment i'm half way out the door
onto the next thing, i'm searching for something that's missing

there's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
'cause the more that i'm
tripping out thinking there must be more to life
well it's life, but i'm sure there's gotta be more
than wanting more

than waiting on something other than this
why am i feelin' like there's something i missed

there's gotta be more to life
than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
'cause the more that i'm
tripping out thinking there must be more to life
well it's life, but i'm sure there's gotta be more to life...