whoa. women's week is over. simply amazing.

how can so much happen in one week? i'm tired, but it's a good tired :) i may be a little kdphi-ed out, but it's a good kdphi-ed out also :D i will not even attempt to cover it all.

highlights: yuri kochiyama - that is one FIESTY woman. controversy. bea and eric. whale rider. singing with samsara. beyond the margins concert - thank you to everyone who performed and everyone who came; you have no idea how truly grateful i am. odessa chen. magnetic north. seeing theresa again! party. new eboard. grace [our i-banking sugar mama alumna] visiting! nola's - amelia and quarters, amy and her laugh, paloma and her dancing, cathy and 21-ness! post-nola's - murray, naranja, 10 fingers, invading willow & iesan's room, ramen, almost falling off iesan's bed, cathy's snoring [or so i hear]. okada fight club - cathy and paloma are crazy...in a good way. amanda - congratulations! kdphi. one love. :)

from okcupid!:

The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.

You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.

Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.

Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.

BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy

intriguing. sort of reminiscent of the spark. i'm amused there's a "hornivore." hah!

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i think i'm just confused. how does anyone ever know anything?

on the other hand, something else is slowly solving itself. so very reminiscent. probably not in a good way this time. it will have to be good enough.

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"Snow Angels" -Odessa Chen

picking up all frequencies at once
ones you only hear perfectly still...

i recall the snowfalling
soft as geese white as the throat of that flower...

let me lie in your arms, let me lie in your snow angels

looking for signs in the sky
following ghosts following visions

i hear your breath
sliding like a wing past my ear
and see your footsteps scar the surface of the snow

let me lie in your arms, let me lie in your snow angels
no longer hoping, no longer waiting
no longer hurting
no longer waiting, no longer losing
no longer searching
no longer lost