yay, one out of three finals down. kept dozing off during it too, so i finished about an hour later than everyone else. =) sokay though, just chinese.

any blogs during the rest of my finals period are going to be odd due to unpredictable finals mood swings. just a warning.

these shorts ride up more than i remember. sometimes you can see the cloth from the bottom of the pocket sticking out from the bottom of my shorts. hm. not particularly attractive. and dang, these shorts are definitely shorter than i remembered.

finally, can you get laid? i can! yeah, baby! [evil procrastination tool from michelle. she will be my downfall.] i love spreading delinquency. ahaha...various responses to the game:

jane: how do i get her to talk to me??

anton***: wait a minute....
anton***: are these real women?
anton***: on the internet?
...
anton***: some girl is on her computer saying "jesus this anton guy is persistent"

eddy: nice.. got some digits
eddy: all it took was a diamond necklace
eddy: wow, this is so realistic

e-bahn: "F***! SHE'S SUCH A WHORE!"

all i have to say is she had sex with me already. hm. i hope i don't have sexuality issues after this.

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how long till my soul gets it right?

.:it never seems to be me when i want it to be:.

take the butt quiz.
and go to mewing.net. why not visit the site of someone who made a quiz about butts?
i do have a bony ass, or so says my big sis =\

today was ridiculously hot. can you say stewing in sweat? bleeeh. but real thai food for dinner tonight! oh WOW that was amazing. i haven't had any seriously good food in way too long. deb and mar said they're going to come visit and take me out to dinner. they'd better or i'll be mad FOREVER. you can't go raising a girl's hopes up and not follow through! ;-) please be my bright light shining during my dark finals depression. *sniffle*

by the way, amanda is amazing. yes, she's my sister. =) i told you slam would be powerful, and i believe it was. i know your letter was--i was all choked up. ugh i hate getting sappy. =P kidding. i love you. i miss my family. i miss home. sometimes it feels as if that's the only place i can pause and just live.

now i'm going to try to get myself in a suitably depressed mood for studying. *bioBIOfailureCHINESEmedschoolDIEEEE*

added a little photo album i've been working on a bit before. enjoy?

amanda is awesome. things will work out and slam will be incredible. just watch. =) what you're doing is so important and i'm so proud to have you as my sister. it's funny when you admire your little sister, but i do. and i love you too. <3

in a moment of weakness...

Are You a Ho? Find out @ She's Crafty
whew. good to know.


Which Buffy Bad Guy Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
he's just cute. or...since this is a "which buffy bad guy are you?" quiz, i'm cute! and blonde, male, british, chiseled, etc...


You're a sensualist, stimulated when all your senses are tingling. A soft stroke or a certain scent might be all you need to get geared up. You're artistic, impulsive and fun-loving, and require that same kind of play and spontaneity in your sex-life. You don't embark on any sexual escapades just to be able to say you did it. It needs to feel right to you for you to truly enjoy it. Your partners tend to be generous and sensitive in the sack.
What's Your Sexual MO? Find out @ She's Crafty
oooh.

=) amelie makes me smile. watching that movie leaves me with a gentle, slightly goofy happiness. in a way, i want to be amelie--the idea that one person can cause little changes that aren't so little to make the world even a little better is so idealistic and...lovely. audrey tautou was so cute, the whole movie was cute, and (of course) nino was cute. the film had such a magical, quirky sense of humor =)

i can't stop smiling. =) don't worry, i'm sure my work and studying will fix that for me. *sigh* (and jen, i couldn't resist watching it without you since they were playing it on campus...but i honestly wouldn't mind watching it again! =)



sorry for all the smileyfaces =)