*snuggles in home essence* aaah. i'm finally back home after about a month. and all i got to eat was pizza. ew. oh well. =)

i had a major shock when i came home--two-ply toilet paper! i forgot things like that exist! [during my last break at home, i was amazed by the colored designs on the toilet paper.] it felt almost too luxurious and hedonistic to use. but i did need to finish my business, so i put aside personal reservations and took one for the team. i think i'm mixing metaphors--too bad.

immediate plans: enroll in classes with a crappy 56K modem and SLEEP.

tomorrow i will trim this shaggy fuzz that is my hair and then go to one of those big wedding receptions. yes, a night full of greeting distant, distant relatives whom i wouldn't recognize on the street or haven't seen since i teethed.

oh god, i hope there's no karaoke.

pony passed away today. =( he left to join derek and kimchee in the betta fish afterlife. sadness.

once again i am pet-less. do you want to be my pet?

screw it. screw you. i'm going to have fun!

ahaha...i love talking to my sister. i'm so glad we got over our sibling rivalry stage to be best friends. =)

Incurable ~Dorothy Parker

And if my heart be scarred and burned,
The safer, I, for all I learned;
The calmer, I, to see it true
That ways of love are never new-
The love that sets you daft and dazed
Is every love that ever blazed;
The happier, I, to fathom this:
A kiss is every other kiss.
The reckless vow, the lovely name,
When Helen walked, were spoke the same;
The weighted breast, the grinding woe,
When Phaon fled, were ever so.
Oh, it is sure as it is sad
That any lad is every lad,
And what's a girl, to dare implore
Her dear be hers forevermore?
Though he be tried and he be bold,
And swearing death should he be cold,
He'll run the path the others went....
But you, my sweet, are different.

the story of my love life. or lack thereof.

gotta love dorothy parker...well, except for the suicidal tendencies.

i'm tired of so much. why don't i ever learn from my mistakes? 'round and 'round...

i just need something to mean anything.

erin and bea are HOT! and i do love you both a lot...no need to fight over me--there's plenty of christina to go around ;-) i can hear bea now: "you slut!" you know you like it! =D they made me sit in the corner though. well, that's okay because they made me a beautiful card and then fed me! hehehe...the best way to my heart ;-)

i just realized that if you look at my recent posts, three begin with maniacal laughter. don't worry, i'm not hysterical; i prefer to think of it as a result of my great sense of humor. either that or i'm easily amused. =)

AHAHAHA...oh lordy. you know something's wrong with you when you go to your final TEN AND A HALF hours early. yes, you read that correctly. not just ten...ten and a half. should've seen me too...i was stressed out of my mind since i had just woken up after oversleeping and felt beyond unprepared. i run into braunaud and grab a test, sit down, and realize the test says "Chem 31" instead of "Chem 131." i was so sure i was late though, that i thought it was a typo...until i look around and discover that i do not know a single face in the lecture hall. O_o then a TA comes to ask me if i'm okay because i have the weirdest expression on my face...and i recall mimi saying in her email yesterday that she'll see me "tomorrow night."

yes, i am SO smrt.

HAHAHA...okay, don't think i'm too sick (even though some of you probably think that already), but i thought this was funny. it's all personalized and made just for me! thanks, yeung!


just wait a couple seconds. =)

hahaha...my mom's so cute. she sent me an e-card. it had a big cake with candles on it and said:

"Celebrating the elegant, luminous light that is you! Happy 20 Birthday!

Love,
Mom"

just so you know, my mom never uses words like "elegant" and "luminous." okay, maybe this isn't amusing to anyone else but me. oh well, i love my mom. =)

and ebahn was the first person to wish me happy birthday in person. =) thanks!

thanks everyone! got a couple early wishes..."i was waiting but i couldn't wait any longer" haha

but cher was the first to say it on time. i know it'll make her happy if i say that. ;-) isn't she cute?



sweet!

hi, my name is christina and i have an obsessive-compulsive internet problem. no, it does not include porn. i'm going to blog before getting hardcore on biocore's ass (even though i'll get ass-raped by this final anyway).

just wanted to share that i'm in "the coolest sorority on earth"! woohoo! check out what vickie nam, the editor of yell-oh girls, had to say about stanford kdphi under "Stanford Women Celebrate APA Women's HERstory." finally, something positive about asian american sorority life. =) once again, vickie and phoebe eng rock.

see the stars and all the planets
fly the great wide world and have it all
yeah, better get a ticket, better get in line
i'm praying now for beautiful weather
take a car and drive forever but i'm
only ever sitting at the traffic light
and all the world to see is too much sometimes for me

hey, you! i see you clicked your way here...why not click here too? each click donates $0.25 to fund self-employment loans around the world and fight poverty. click twice a day for your school. =)

hearing the rain outside makes me want to stand outside with my arms outstretched and let the drops fall on me. i love that light rain which is heavier than sprinkling but lighter than pouring--so you can hear a comforting pitter-patter.

but then i realize that to reach my goal of not doing any more laundry here at school before spring break, i can't afford to wet my clean clothes. i'm such a bum. i suppose i'll settle for a shower instead.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAN! i don't think you'll ever read this, but i figure i'll say it anyway, even if i am a couple hours late.

had dinner with my family tonight at cpk...ate way too much. mmm. my family's so funny =)

and CONGRATULATIONS, AMANDA! she got into ucsd...woohoo!

i think i'm gonna chug through a couple more pages of notes now and go to bed. long term potentiation of neurons just doesn't work if you're too sleep-deprived.

::the table is ready, so lay your cards::