Summer flew by. Depressing.

But it was a very good summer. Uplifting. :)

I don't even remember what to update about anymore. There's been lots of good, some bad, and the girls almost burning down my kitchen.

I think I've changed a lot in the past few years. I finally realized what I truly want, and have been fortunate enough to find it. Other doors may close, habits may need to change, but I've committed to this path and I'll see it through with all of myself. It's wonderful to not be disappointed for a change. Thank you. :)

Everything's changing. Just need to hang on and try to enjoy the ride.

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"Hands Down" -Dashboard Confessional

breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep
this air is blessed you share with me
this night is wild, so calm and dull
these hearts they race from self control
your legs are smooth as they graze mine
we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me, so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry
whichever you prefer

the words are hushed, let's not get busted
just lay entwined here, undiscovered
safe in here from all the stupid questions
"hey, did you get some?"
man, that is so dumb
stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me, so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry
whichever you prefer

hands down, this is the best day i can ever remember
i'll always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together
the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so i jumped it
and i let you in
and you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
and i knew that you meant it
that you meant it